Combustion!!

Another year on the verge of arrival and here I am wondering over the fire inside me,even each breath inhaled and exhaled makes me feel the hotness of the Crazy fire inside.Well aware of the Drama of myself,this is fiercely hard to control but being in this feeling is nothing less than any other area of life.This Fire is the rapid oxidation of the exothermic chemical process of the innumerable thoughts and feelings inside me resulting in the heart out with more exaggerated expression.
Well,feeling warm in Self atleast I am alive with my every cell ready to risk it all!!

Luv ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*

End or a Bang on Start!

So, Ultimately comes the last day of the year 2014!
Every year brings a little growth in the life whoever let it but For me,this year was a real Growth for me.I respect and love the enlightenment,spiritual appraisal,and overall growth that I know I received from my higher self and My Angels.I am really Grateful to each and every source that contributed there part .
This is very true that change is inevitable but now I also realise that the original Self always reside inside us that awaken the being.
I offer my heartful thanks for every new person that came in my life and made a bit Growth in me for understanding of this world better.I am happy and thankful to all those long distance friends and the pretty close that made me feel warmer and loving in there presence and no doubt I cant forget those who just put forward the ideology that nothing lasts forever by either not being in touch or just being formal.But anyway,that's a part of life, not my whole life so it doesn't make much difference.I believe in moving forward though if,emotionally some source draws me back because I love the style of my walk at that point of time.I am rather more smart at that moment when I shook away the worthless shit of people because my time is fucking Priceless and I never give it for anybody else,untill or unless I want it.
Because to spotlight my major quality,I would only say,I damn Care for anyone because I usually act like a queen busy ruling her empire,hardly time for BS.
Hence,I urge infinite to make me even stronger then this year so that I can move ahead in the coming year with unstoppable speed because my speedometer doesn't have limits.
Joining me could be either a fatal accident or a ride to lasts on memory forever! I Dare!
Luv ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*

Truth like Fire!!

It's also beautiful to talk to myself,I feel that I am heard with full attention and I love it. :*
Sometimes how stupid I am or kinda childish,or maybe it would be like a adult going off-track! Whatever but it's like I know my qualities, a little more precisely.
So what I could conclude is I am a Divine Creature,maybe people around are also that way! But being getting hurt on little things,loving like crazy,knowing it's getting over but still Gathering the fragile soul and continue loving takes Guts dude.it's no longer a easy stuff.But the Creature that is overpowered by the higher self of her being can actually manage Bloody anything in this universe.I can pretend I am falling and out of control or crushed & burned but a sweet secret that I am never this way for a longer time that's again what I love about myself.
I completely love myself,no questions asked.I understand myself fully.
I also conclude that I can love anything pretty hard, anything means anything.I don't hate even if I say I do,deep inside my heart something makes a buzz and says you love sweetie!
Whenever I stop and start looking deeply at something I end up loving it even harder.
Luv ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*

Christmas day :) :*

Hello Swts :)
Hi So it was great day of Christmas,As usual my sudden plans and they turn out amazing!! Everybody has some pretty exciting plans so why this gurly will lack behind that actually loves to shine out :) So,just ready in my black and white striped envy dress with Green stole and black Jacket. Here I was out to Cha Bar,New Delhi.And it was really amazing place,I found it pretty soon and just as I entered I came across with a Christmas tree of books Waaao it was,shared pics with my beloveds and bonus to my craziness my eyes stopped over the book of Divergent Though it was costly and I have watched that movie so I dropped the idea to bought it but the worm inside me wasn't silenced it still scratches my inner self to read it.Anyway Patience will decide!!
Then heading on to the day I had to join with few ppl at select city walk although I wasn't willing anyway I managed and had a great Pizza time at Pizza hut! The waiter there was very mannerd,I loved it :) Few guys can be so pretty mannered and I appreciate it.
Anyway day ended this way but overall I was happy with what I did. :)
Luv ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*

Christmas!! :*

Yo!! It's Christmas!! I don't know but I love this day of the year after my birthday and Diwali!!
Lovely time of the year.Just like the cherry on the cake.
This weather ,oh Jesus! Killer! Loving it.
So whts the plan?Actually no plan!
Just brought brownie cake for PG roommates,watched Divergent finally.long awaited movie;can't manage to see Inspite of the special attraction towards it but anyway I finally managed.Ya and a dairy milk chocolate for me :*
And most importantly,Preksha gifted herself,puma shoes and adidas tights on the Christmas eve! Love ;*
So what amazing sweets gonna do tomorrow,actually no idea!
Let's see what's in store! :)
Anyway this was the great day :)
Amazing mockery videos by my stupid brother but whatsoever,I loved it! :)
Merry Christmas!
Luv ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*

Whatsup?

Soo,here I sit again to jot down my thoughts and my cherished feelings :)
Never mind,I am in office right now but I don't really feel like working,nothing new to design,most importantly I am missing dance class,every corner of my head has choreographed many songs this very moment and just wish to reach home,play music and lose myself in the rhythm.
Secondly,what I am thinking what next?
Finally I had college convo,and received official proof of Graduation by the degree and diploma in hand.So of course I am happy,but baby what's next? I guess,some more studying,let's do that,and else?
Else what dance,what else.Oh my!! I brought oil colors this time from Ghar that I will paint but see,I couldn't,I think honey forgot,com'on you shouldn't.ok let's arrange some canvas pretty soon.
Anyway,to sumup I want to do something!!
Year 2014 love you baby!! You're almost done,You were pretty amazing,loving you from my every bit.I think I should go somewhere before it ends.Some trip or something.let's plan! ;)

Luv ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*