Christmas: An Adventure!

Well,Starting the story from Christmas Eve.Christmas was Never an adventure before but I always appreciate a different version than usual.
This Christmas was totally different from weather to people and environment around! I never ever had Christmas without the foggy weather and frizzing cold but this time it was different!Christmas eve started with the dinner with my roomies at Pizza hut but as the moment unfolded before my eyes,we all three lost our way to pizza hut and exploring the unknown parts of Mumbai!
Anyway somehow we reached and had dinner and left for Mount Mary church to enjoy the midnight celebration of Christmas but again all cards seemed misplaced and we took the wrong line train and one of us lagged behind the station.Although managing and arranging the cards we finally reached the Church and saw the beautiful divinely decorated church,Christmas carols,Santa caps and people's craziness for selfies!!
Later,I came back home silently to recharge my batteries to Gear up with full vigour on Christmas Day!
And here came the Most happening Day of the Year till date! Morning started with the messages of my best pals to get ready for the adventure thrill at Esselworld-one of the best Theme park!
I was so very excited to explore the place that I as usual reached the meeting place at sharp 9:25 !! Hence as a result had to wait for all to join.
We started the journey from the ferry ride that helped us to reach esselworld!And then the Real adventure thrill began.. We explored every ride out there and felt the moment intensely on the rides! It was genuine fun! I even explored the scariest ride there with my bestie!!That I am really glad for and watched Christmas parade and moved our bodies with the Rhythm as well before we left the amusing place! I am skipping the details as we all know the moment that are felt heartly can never be described in words! As they'll probably lose its value then! Anyway let me stop the philosopher in me otherwise the Saga will never stop!
Anyway the day ended with the dinner and the endless memories that will anyhow keep coming anytime whenever they got the time to peep in!!
To conclude,I would like to mention that this was the Best Christmas ever I had in my life! And I am happy to the Core!! Angles and my stars always keep an eye on Me! Grateful to Divine for all the love!!
Love you!
Godbls!!
Preksha*

Little Saga of Gratefulness!!

Here I am !! Sitting alone on my bed and pondering over the past few days!  They were full of energy,positive vibes,love,passion and some magical stardust!
These few days we all SHP's were full of energy to work really hard and give all out! Indeed it happened the same way! We all performed really well and danced our heart out! I must say we could feel our every heartbeat and it was worth it! We gave a damn good show and all the Teachers and Parents were so proud of us! Hence,the day was getting over with the certification from our beloved Shiamak!  Then I urged my course coordinator Smita, a lovely person! That if I can recite a poetry for Shiamak family and Ashray in order to express my gratitude towards them! I didn't realized before that I will get soo emotional and overwhelmed while reciting that I will burst in tears! Though I controlled somehow and completed the Recitation!
I was really happy and thankful in my heart that I could offer love notes to each one of my SHP Friend personally and they graciously accepted my token of love!It was great time having dinner with them to end the evening perfectly!
Later,Next day the audition of OYP took over all the importance in a blink of eye and we performed in front of Shiamak!
Few of us,fortunately made into OYP that was none other than Shiamak's blessings that he selected me! I gave my all whatever I could do to give my best!And hence it was a happy ending!
But that's so True that every end is a new beginning for somewhere else!
I believe,this beginning will direct me towards the path I wish to undertake! Maybe not clear as if now but definitely it will make sense soon!
Shiamak also gave free pass for the Confidance 2015 show of SPB for whoever got selected for oyp! Later felt really Great when ashray joined us for dinner!
I can't resist mentioning yesterday dance for good show as well that due to shiamak's people,I got the opportunity to perform at Tata memorial hospital's Christmas celebration for cancer patients! I am really obliged! Looking forward to do more shows like this!
Grateful to be part of Shiamak family!
Grateful to my angels and divine power and Myself for having faith in infinite!
Love you!
Godbls!
Preksha*

Whatever Situation!!

To be honest with my feelings,I am literally striked hard with something Magical and irresistible! No it wasn't planned! It just happened and it's happening more and a little bit every passing second! There's a difference in every breath I am taking.I am fully losing myself as it happens when I intensely want to do something or have something,Maybe a situation more like when I crave for chocolates,when I crave for a designer costume,when I simply want to go somewhere & explore,when I want to paint or draw something,when I want to dance to a specific music and lose myself,when I don't think but the words of poetry flow out of me and I can't resist and give myself to it! My present situation is making me feel more like these intense things that happen and I can't resist!
Yes! I am not resisting but I am not letting myself go completely also! No I am not scared of anything,I am just getting conscious of what is happening!
I Guess it possess the energy to manifest that's itching my brain,my heart and my every tiny cell out there in my body and shaking my soul,bringing me in a little motion of unstoppable!
Watch out!

Love ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*

December!: Best one!!

So,Finally it's December 1st!!
The Saga of this year is close near the end and finally the time has almost come to finish what we started!
Eventually,every being will finish few things they started with the year and few will take it to the other level!
I am again happily starting with this last month of the Year! "December": My birthday Month!
This year ,the vibe is Different and I am on a different journey,not in terms of explorations and adventures,They are always there!
But this time I feel more motivated and in sync with life then before!
I believe,I will embark more Good times and experiences as always and make myself Proud and happy!
Past few days were really Overwhelming and more like the life I want to live!
With the blessings of my divine angels and Shiamak's and his company's support,we performed for the boys and girls NGO's,and really feel blessed that I was privileged to bring smiles on there pretty little faces and yes,Teaching them was more fun as they were very much eager to learn and enjoy! I still remember the face of a little girl that was copying my every move, when after the show;we got the opportunity to enjoy DJ night over there!My friends addressed me completely mental that very moment and said they have never seen me like this before but the energy and vibes were completely different and it made me so!
I am really Grateful to shiamak and his company and look forward to do more shows like this!
I can't forget to mention the blessing of Shiamak to allow us the " Classical ballet & western dance Show" named Golden Age! It was really like a dream to watch the ballet show live on stage and see those little tutus and participants in beautiful ballet costumes!I am Grateful from my core for this opportunity!
It was never possible without my angles,supreme power and my pretty little heart, that has always pursued it!

I can only silently believe that this year will direct me more towards my ambitions and Dreams and leave me with the magical stardust like every passing year and frame me beautifully to portray my true Self more honestly in the world!

Godbls
Love ya!
Preksha*

Rebound!!

Today I actually very much feel, like a fly on a tree branch, carefully inspecting the beautiful spider web at my feet. There's no doubt I'm tempted to step on the silky strands, yet it's truth that If I once placed my one foot on the sticky web, I'll be tangled there for a long time and maybe forever.
Actually, only thinking this way,has started the Game,and I am very much drenched in the thoughtful moments of the pleasure,anxiety,joy that is making me rebound from one point to another.
Yes,Rebound is the perfect word to describe the state.As I am hitting and bouncing back,Hitting again,taking a more leap again coming back.Not a staying position ,as if I am scared to experience or think completely about the moments but I am getting the flashs that I can't deny! I even don't have the power of not to think,shame but as unstoppable I consider myself,I am not stopping in the process and continuing inspite of all heavy stuff in the mind!
There's a big need to slow down and Relax,but which single cell of the Perk,cares to slow down?
I Guess,hardly a one,that's dead now!
A few big insane questions Popping in my mind---Can I Really Resist what I really want?
Can universe defy gravity?
Whatever!
You know what I mean!

Godbls!
Luv ya!
Preksha*

Everything's a Gag

Whtsup gurl?
So how are you feeling?
Oh Damn! These questions.
Actually,I am Great from inwards while from outwards it shows that I am not.
How confusing state it is!
Sometimes I wonder,how much things and situations can shake me? How much power have they Got?
The truth is they are negligible in comparison with the will Power I have got in me.But My face is a Real Reflection of what I am upto,it definitely shows my true Self.Even if I try to deceive with my looks,I can't. As it shows ,what the truth is!
I have Got Nothing to focus on ,but me.
And yeah,I direct that energy and focus on me Only.Although the Tragic part is,I think that everything in the universe is connected to me and eventually my whole focus becomes the universe and it's  every tiny bit.And that's the biggest Gag!
I can't help to change my creation because I don't want to change,as I love my every moves and decisions undoubtedly to the deepest Core!
No matter what happens now and then, In the end everything is a Gag!
Trust me,for me it will be sure shot a Gag,because "I believe in the Magic of the cosmos!"

Luv ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*

SDIPA: Laws of Dancing Feet!

Well,SDIPA For me is a boon to my Life.That's happened Probably to make my Dream of becoming a finest Dancer even more True.
The journey started from a show that I saw on a T.V. And Shiamak served as the Driving force to magnetize towards SDIPA.
It was not just dance that motivated me to join him but his attitude to shrug off any inability that hinders your passion.Ya that was the positivity that inspite of being a kathak dancer,I was fascinated with the western dance form, his own contemporary Shiamak style that driven me crazy to be a part of Shiamak's Dance Company.
The journey actually started with the Delhi Summer funk with the most finest instructor Praseeth Nair,then Prashant Mohan, kamal Morya,Varun kashyap,Atul Mehtani and many more other instructors that I admired learning from.Therefore,Dream got its wings in late February'14 from getting selected from Shiamak for SHP.And Now the learning process is on!
And I believe strongly to grow in this Program in Mumbai with the Top most instructors of Shiamak.
Their Technique,their Motivation plus focus equally on each one of us in the program is admirable.We are intensively trained to Dance with the proper technique along with the Divine experience in the soul in the Process.
Hence,I conclude Shiamak's program as a disciplined and a soul-nurturing program that in totally lets you to work for your passion in a focused manner.

Love ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*

Silence-Fire Force!

Shh..A hush, a silent urge when you want to make a move keeping others unaware of your intentions or sometimes a Real scream of silence when you are bleeding inside.
Not everytime, you give others the liberty to peep inside you.It disturbs your privacy,you can't let everybody in.Not because they can't do something for that but the reason being you don't want it to utter from your tongue.No matter it Runs fiercely in your brain cells with highest Speed every second.
Sometimes you just want to watch the fleeting moments,doing nothing about them, Not even thinking intensely. Just moment of passing thoughts and you only being aware of your breathing process.No mess of thoughts Renting your brain.Although It's true that once any unwanted thought enters,it violates the whole Rhythm.You are left like a live-wire left abandoned.You are Raging,burning like a winter bonfire but it's of no Real consideration,No profit or benefit lies there.Just unusual Rage!
Every fire needs to have a Purpose otherwise it can burn hell out of the civilization and the more abandoned its left,more unusual Damage is done.Therefore,Fire should be taken Care of as if it's for the Right cause,it can build empires,or else it can destroy the same overnight!
Hence,I just want to convey to imply your Fire in a proper direction and never let the silence consume its intensity cos if the silence is well used then it can help make you a lethal combination of Fire in Silence.
Silence makes you Study everything thoroughly and you are quieter enough to hear things that you can never notice in the chaos.So you can deal with the issues and the challenges with the Inner strong Fire smartly and No force can break this Combo.As no Armed forces are yet made to break this lethal combination of Silence and Fire!

Love ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*

Attack Life!

So,what's Like being Experienced and intellectual? I can also ask for visionary.But If I Gradually and open-mindedly  ponder over these, I can almost get a satisfactory and smarter Solution or say Light over theses Terms.Anyway, Sometime I Really wonder over my every act I do very patiently.Maybe most of the People Reading this would also be doing the same. Its kind of strange,How Baffle we go every now and then although the answers and solutions are never far away,They are Right at the corner and the best part is that when we ourselves look at them then they are best suited to us Provided we are Patient.Its Normal to blow your mind but of-course It's Really hard to carry our own baggage sometimes when we can't Neither  Realize it's True Meaning Nor Convey it to others.
I Remember somebody once asked me, Is it necessary to tell  everything to everyone? But I must Tell that I am a Person that kind of Confuse the other Person with the Mystery that my Personality Brings.
Yeah, Its True.Hard to understand but I must tell that Sometime my Brain thinks from every Point of view fiercely-Anyway will not go much in detail but that's what being intellectual is Or what it Gives Rise to A visionary? A  Experienced Person? I don't Know .
What I can conclude is-Life almost crushes every soul and you got to Attack Life ,Really hard so that not a single bit can outshine you. Don't give Life any opportunity,Attack on life by yourself.Kill it Dude,As We all very well know,It kills us,It kills us all.And we have no choice but to Come out even Stronger,Stronger then adversities,Stronger then anything that weight us down.If we don't come out shrugging all behind,we won't be able to survive.And for Me survival is never worth it , If you don't Really Live By sometimes getting Harsh on self.You will have to,It's ok to be That way!

Luv ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*

Detachment-Alive!

Hey love!
What's it's like being detached? I mean how does it happen?
Don't question why you wanna know this because you know well,I am smart enough to discard anything I want.
I am not saying that I possess superpower or something similar to that but you know I won't let that thing take the power which I merely give weightage.Anyway whatever!
I was focusing on detachment-Detachment from the thing that you value most but what I think is,it's the easiest God damned thing.As if it's really the most valuable asset than detaching from it for its own sake or for any Good is pretty easy.If the most beautiful thing that you know is that At the end it's gonna be in your favour and moreover,it will turn out to be Bash plus a Round applause all over and you are sure shot going to feel the Moment alive.Mark the Words "Alive"

Luv ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*

Celestial Touch!

Have you any idea,What's happening?
Right from my plan to my Random wish,Something's moving.A single little pressed desire is working in disguise with the universal arrangement.I don't know Is it for Good,for my favour or for my lesson but they are in a little crawling motion;Right from its eruption in my brain.
Its cool actually,I didnt realized earlier but that's for sure I really don't worry for the consequences because I will take care whatever comes.
Feeling everything closely that happen excites me,it keeps my every nerve alive and I love that thing in me.Sometimes I feel like,I am a Game planner, that first plans and later give a crooked smile when I win but actual truth is I don't really plan,I only think,it should be like this,and something inside me works for it while I am unaware of its Game plan but who cares,what matters is : Something that's thought off, Is manifested.Touchwood!
Later will share the biggest thing in the time to come,its Gotta be Real,if Sun doesn't stops Rising!
Look forward to that post!
Love ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*

What I am upto--

Well,So it's all about me today!
Although it's always all about me,still let me get more specific today.
From past few days,I am on rest. No hustle of day and night work although I can never Grant me a day off Mental Torture.The intensity with which I love Myself,it's more or less same with the intensity I pain myself.I am not exactly sure,its with the process of love Only to give a balance to The Creation in discussion or what but I feel this.
As the sudden injury in my Right leg on this Sunday Morning has left me to "Take Rest zone" but Still inspite of going all the way to my Di's place and To the doctor but it hasn't denied me to have fun with my sweetest Kaju Barfi-Watching Tanu weds manu-A damn Good Movie.All over Roaming to different malls and shopping for her,I felt relaxed at the end of the day with full too happy mood but again Set in the Routine of usual office but Everyday holds a thing close to my heart,A story to Narate,something that make the day worth flashing over my eyes again.
Every next day is a wonder and a series of excitement that will follow and I have to deal with the hustle- bustle,the Melodrama,adventure,explore and then to end what I started with the Gratitude and a Silent lesson or a Madhuri Smile :)
Thank you soo much Infinite!
Prayers that I Get well Soon! It's Paining.
Luv ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*

It's like Something!

I am honestly willing to pour it out!
Not like,I am filled Right till the brim but more like,I know that it's not Right to wait Till it flows out!
Things should be wisely managed.I think,things should be managed smartly before it goes out of control.Maybe a thing at a time,Patienly and slowly doing The thing and it suddenly doesn't create a havoc.
I am not saying,that I do that perfectly but what I know is this,the Process should be like Gradually taken into account so that it doesn't goes out of hand and create some kind of chain reaction.
Although,what I wonder mostly is that whatever I shrug for sometime or put on hold against my will,it comes in front of me face to face to hit me head on.Sometimes it's like , I act like I don't care but let me confess that's the very moment that directs me to the moment when I left to see it manifested and I tell you,I am really a Great laugh when things come up before eyes and it definitely happens,even if I later give a second thought that it doesn't but the energy at the start is like anything can stop it type and the audience get a worth-watching show and No questions asked I am the one in leading role!
Accept or not!
But You have to believe it because you will be the one Narrating the show to be a Grand hit!
Love ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*

That's Me!

I suspect, Something drifted a little from the usual self.The usual self doesn't seems to be in line.
The Parallel line of inside,shows the feature of Non-parallel.Intersection was fatal,it completely gave up its properties.

Hold on!
What I am thinking actually I don't know,Might be like my mind is freaking out loud to write something,I don't know is it a addiction or not but every now and then my vocabulary craves hard to spell out words,sentences.Maybe when I am unable to express specifically to someone, I throw it out here.It's not like I speak less,but it's like how much anybody has got capability to listen,then you have No choice but to treasure it somewhere And to be very frank,Not everybody is Ready to hear the Poetry that always is set in Motion in your Breath.It feels like Exhaling the poetry,inhaling the poetry and You are eventually a Silent Poetry,that Nobody's interested to Figure out,Some just Randomly flip pages of your collection, it wakes you up and then leaves it unread or sometimes they make an effort to Read but don't understand so they give up but there's someone,somewhere,could be a few that Go crazy our every word of your poetry and wants to figure out not even the wordly meaning but also the essence of your existence and infact that's a curiosity that makes you question your every act and that's the time you find yourself and that's a prettiest adventure ever!

Explore!
Luv ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*

Just whatever in Mind!-Clear

Hey Sugar,
So you feeling like the Salt mixed with you on your Taste Bud?
Well yes!
Are you ok with the New Taste?
Preferably No ,But how can I help it now when I have already Tasted ,either I have to love it,swallow it-keep it inside or vomit it out but loving it won't be possible now,maybe time makes it easier to love but vomiting it will make me feel Good but it will make the surrounding uncomfortable and spread a odour.
While Swallowing it to myself and keeping it inside will Give me bad stomach or constipation.I cannot do this to myself.
So what can you do? Do you have a way out or solution? I think Right now I am blank to have a way out but I am stubborn to let it make a impact on me and sure to get a Best way that long after I will admire my solution that I usually do!
The point is not to Taste a new experience and Give a feedback but to Take it in such a way that it losses it's meaning of being a bad experience and Prove to become a Good and strong milestone to remember later on,That it leaves Us making proud.
I believe,it just needs a Good thought Process and anything can be moulded into something beautiful,I create and I can do because I am the masterpiece that I created myself with my Knowledge and experience so their is sure no Room for the Mistakes.
There never is,it's just the experience that we Get through when we live and Genuinely Do things.
There is not a single point to Regret anything that happened,because Thank every atom that you know now what's Right and Infinite allowed you to figure out with your capabilities and series of events.
As you are the only one who can Get through -There is nobody else,Nobody will be there,Ever.
So understand that the Biggest thing is to Learn from what happened,what you did with every act you did and my personal experience,Research on every thing that you do and Go every moment a little back to assess your own self not on yearly, monthly or daily basis but every other close hour you are left free -Assess yourself-it will help you to Grow,Trust me it does.And then there will be never a Regret kind of thing because their will be no lapse of much time to strengthen those down moments as when you are in a assessing mode every close hour.
It will make you flexible Gradually and Hence,Solution should not be temporarily,it should shake the whole thought Process then only the Solution is worthwhile.

Luv you!
Godbls
Preksha*

#Maa*

Today's the Mother's Day and I can watch everybody out there on whtsapp,Facebook,Twitter and other Social Networking sites updating with Mother's love and Photos,Its kind of sweet and I am Grateful to the one whoever named this day as Mother's Day As out to the day's demand People can focus and Grateful to the Person who carried you Nine months in her womb and Experienced the unbearable pain to Give birth to you and since childhood Nourished you with every lil thing from Making you read,write,walk,smile and teached you the life real lessons to deal with the adversities of this world.Also picked you up when you were down,No matter sometimes even you skipped telling her the real reason of your Grief but she understood and Read your Silent lips and Gave you the energy to tolerate and bring out the best out of you.
I can feel,as a women how she gets hurt from our little ignorance and how fast she bounces back to Give her all love to us.We sometimes even fail to sense the Transparency of her Motherly Touch.
Anyway,here I would like to add some lines that just flowed effortlessly:

Piyiya Piyiya hmko chal waya tha Maa,
Kaise chale hum, ab tmhare bina Maa,
Bhaage the hum,ek kiwaad se duje Maa,
Bas ab nhi bhaagna,sabhaal lo Maa,

Kehte the Na hum,aake pass betho mere Maa,
Abhi tak nhi Sunti,Jab hm rote hai Maa,
Kisko bole sab kuch,jab koi nhi Maa,
Aa kar Sula do,hmko sona nhi Maa!

Love you Maa!
Miss you!

Preksha*

In Now!

Hey,
What are you upto these days?
How are you?
How are you really feeling?
Are you happy?

Oh God! Four questions in one Go!
Whatever,atleast they are asked.
Com'n Answer,
Actually,These days  honestly I am in a transition state.I don't want to go much in detail.
As far as,my well-being is concerned;I am really Good!
I am feeling really strong,I am Growing.
It may sound funny but I am really learning with the process of growing,well aware everybody grow in the same way but my process is strange!
Strong,Unaware,smart,innocent all of bits in a single moment and the best Part: I Get it when all is done! :) It also carry the Irony because still at the time,I make fun of myself as always because I suppose fretting over that will not do much Good!
Anyway,whatsoever I am happy not being neutral on self but happy with my core along with spreading the cheers around as well.
As its really feels Good and blessed when people come to you and they say: I make Good time with you or any heartfelt gratification like I am lucky for them,or even my used things make them happy.Its really empowering for the soul.
But I won't say that I don't have downtime,I accept, I do have but I am stubborn for those time and people,I fiercely shrug them off.Not like I don't love them but to be very honest I love Myself,I can never allow them to pass over me no matter how dear I keep them to me because afterall at the end its ME and I can never tolerate a Regret Taking over to my Pillow!
So Anybody with a unintentional agenda also  should stay a mile away from This burning Sensation bcuz I can never tolerate My Self-esteem crushed over!

Godbls!
Luv ya!
Preksha*

In love!

"I am in love"
Yeah, So casually I know.I always know things before hand.That's the thing about smartness,Just to sense the outcome before it goes viral.
Actually,the interesting part is # I am a detective,Please don't rate me less than "Sherlock Holmes",I will prove my worth in the time to come.
Anyway coming straight to the point,What I am pondering over is : #Touchwood first of all,I think :#I am getting beautiful.
Over and out! Please don't make fun but trust me,I am not applying those "Dadi-Maa k Nukse" ,Neither those expensive beauty products that unnecessarily empty our pockets,Atleast I find it vaguely insane to invest on that.Moreover,they can damage the skin I suppose but the point comes that why I am thinking I am getting beautiful these days. Wait! This is not my created story,Actually people around me are saying so:Is I am applying something or blah blah things! That are really all wrong,I am not.Even, I am thinking are they just making fool of me,So someday I invest much more time in front of mirror assessing my each feature:Literally I mean there is nothing to laugh about it I am serious,I really look where it's shining,where it's redness,how big my nose is(Dumbledore like;I am not making fun of me,I really think it resembles),Sometimes the eyelids,the each mark on lips surface,I mean it can really seem like I am insane but I do.
Even my nearby people have started quoting me alien,that's weird but I don't mind much but yaa it's in my mind.As there is a certain limit of clicking selfie,and Trust me I have crossed it.
So somedays I completely skip watching myself in the mirror,skip every sight of the door Mirror or any reflections.As I have heard,Its sort of old myth at home to look very much in the mirror,it diminishes the beauty,I don't know if I am that beautiful but I feel like this,Pretty much like a Beauty queen and I can't resist to admit but I remember the days when I always doubted my beauty.
Whatever,I am not sure about the certainty but I feel confident about my every feature and every body part.I feel secure in Self-Physically,Mentally and emotionally.
I don't have any complain to the Creator,I really lift up my Arms to Praise! To Cheers!To Raise a Toast and To Say that : You did a extremely outstanding job and I am impressed!
I Really hope you get appreciated for this from other sources also!
Love you Infinite!
Godbls!
Preksha*

Diva in a Up-down Mood!!

Numerous Songs on my playlist: Playing like Creating chaos on my silent mind! No,I actually can't listen a single track anymore. What I really want to do is: I want to Go upstairs,experience the Night Sky,the twinkling Stars,the coldness of the approaching depth of Night,the all over free wind touching my skin and the silence that I need. But sometimes,even getting up from bed,seems like a tough task.I am not down on energy, but just not willing to carry myself there,Sounding like a Enthusiastic Paralytic Patient.
Anyway, why does Preksha have to follow her always? Today she is not in a mood to follow what she wants.
Does it seems like a Rigid child getting annoyed from his/her Parent?
Actually,a brutal truth,I feel like a Rigid child who always follow her own bossy Nature like I'm the Parent but I am annoyed now and Now I don't want to .
What are you going to do then?
Pretty interesting question.Although I am playing this questionnaire series because I am blank and just writing anything to get even more empty or you can Say,I don't understand what I feel like,Neither I wanna dance,nor write a Poetry.Also I am having my eyes on my incomplete painting but hiding myself in me like a student who hasn't done his homework,so escaping the eyes from the Teacher.Also innumerable pending tasks but I am writing like anything.See my Ana & Eve series peeping from my mind but I am shuting it up like a Tiffin box, like I do when I am not in a mood to eat.
Also, the left out area of my idea of designing clothes for Myself is taking a back seat .Everything's screaming around me,but I am behaving like a Deaf,Doing Nothing as a silent main Priority.
Com'n,I can't listen of Preksha everytime, Sometimes, I need my Only Ruling Time!!
Hehe...
Whatever Diva! I am not listening to your Rules! Gotta break the Process!
Flower Maiden needs Rest on her Queen-Size bed for a little while longer!
Relax My love!

Luv ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*

Selcouth

Just wondering, If Every conversation floated like a feather in Air-So light,so Pure,No mess of wrong intentions;Presence of Two being like it would have been in Divine world,at the infinite place where there is no limitations,only abundance.Whatever they feel like-They can discuss,whatever they want like-They can Create-Achieve.
Maybe,Much like a Poetry to Treasure Forever.That if once spelt out or recited can go on like a decade.Not like a legend of love-That are famous among the young breathers,but more like a One energy-That compliments each other so perfectly that they are like independent in their own skin.
Sometimes,they can act as a Radioactive,if situation demands so,yet at other time they are as mellow and innocent like a Rabbit.
They understand what they are~their insecurities & strengths .And stand on them as their own,Not look up the shoulders of their counterparts,when they actually have to manage the situation in a mess,Not even of each other.
Well,this is completely a form of writing,that's not real,not yet a fiction but something in between.
Not everything is meant to be explained,sometimes the best descriptions are silence,it embarks the beginning.
P.s: I titled it Selcouth,as the form of writing & state of feeling was more like Selcouth.

Luv ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*

Something!!

It's finally 6 when I am starting writing.
Already seen 2 and a half hour fleeting in front of me.
Sometimes I seriously Ponder over the quiet hours. The chripings of the sweet little birds,the movement of the  water,the sound of the vehicles on the distant roads.All things in a still motion,An irony of the beginning.
These all things in a way inspire,if you get to watch a little more closer.In a way,I find everything inspiring,the way of perception may differ but you should give it a try,you never know what definition you give it to and do share the little things.Its the little things that bring the biggest pleasures,never miss out these treasures.
Anyway,again I started from somewhere else and gone somewhere else ;Even I am frustrated with my this habit of talking but never mind,This is life-we start from somewhere else,travel,take inspiration,get fascinated by different things,talk about it,pick some few and end up somewhere else.I guess life is all about this only but Isn't it exciting and fun?
I mean I agree there could be some fatal accidents in the way if you are not careful but why we forgot that blessing,that unknown uncle that gave us a chocolate when we were a kid? Even  that time we were not aware that we would get it.can't we be thankful for that thing? I Mean that thing also made us happy like a clam then why are we giving that accident so much weightage in life?
We humans can't be happy for what we should be instead we love to Complain what we didn't made right or don't have.See even I am complaining!
Gosh! Let me face it, it's true.
But what I conclude is,this life is highly amazing,the synchronicities of all events,people are bang on,watch it;no I would say observe folks-life is seriously the most beautiful Gift that has happened to us,don't give a nightmare so much weightage when you have got the whole amazingly beautiful morning out there to watch and be Grateful for the Creations!
Gotta Go! Lots more on the cards!I am done for here now,I would say You should also hurry and watch the innumerable Creations of infinite!
See ya love!
Godbls!
Preksha*

Currently Heck!!

Hey hii!!! :)
Whtsup cutiee?
Nothing just chilling out!!
Had to share few things..yup Carry on!
You know what,Some stupid fellow told me that I don't want to come out of my comfort zone and I don't want to take chances.I really feel pity for him.I believe the infinite shower him with better understanding and blessings.How innocent ppl are there in this world.
Always underestimate the front person,really sad.They should never imagine such things if they are not very sure for the life of other person.They don't really know what I have been through and what I have overcome in my life.
You know how much chances I have already taken,and I take them everyday and never bother the consequences but well it's true,the front person always sees the other as per there state and capability.Very few understand that if I am not able to do,the other can cross that bridge very smoothly without even making the sound of the footsteps.
I can only conclude that be  a little smarter,and never underestimate the front person because they may have taken many weird ways that you even don't imagine in your dreams but really I am in state of pity for the being who underestimate the power of the other.
You never know what they can outshine in,while you are even scared to become a part of it!
Anyway,my request please don't rate the pity things in the category of taking chances and comfort zone,there are many more things in the world to explore.Although,its very clear that I love to take any chance and take up any challenge,thanks to Dady for this who always motivate me to do so from my childhood days but nuts!! Now I am used to do that and it's in my habit.
Com'n taking chances and heck with the comfort zone,They are no longer my thing to add again atleast so think before you highlight these Two for a Smart,independent,confident Girl!
Luv ya!
Godbls
Preksha*

Introspection!

Wondering!! Just Generally,I Mean I think I am at a stage as following:how can someone be so easy-going,and so casual in relations?People in heart and Inspite of suffocating,its making me more wide-hearted,Cool ya! It's really different experience,more people on the list of loving, the more I am happy and free-spirited.No love holding back just right perfect for the moment.I should thank infinite abundance.This is really very much heart-warming.Every other day,I feel more and more happy and I don't know it's the love for the people,love for a specific person,a growing better understanding of the world,or my passion of dance or what but what I can clearly makeout that is,that this shows right there in the mirror itself that I look fabulous these days and more confident then before and No doubt,I appreciate Preksha for this.Good Going Girl!! But still No matter how self-obsessed I become,deep in this pretty little is always a longing to be loved and appreciated by my own beloveds and that's a truth I can't deny. Anyway,I believe that my higher self will go on enhancing my potential and my associates people,so as to hold the divinity bond till infinity.
Luv ya!
Godbls!
Preksha*