Voila ! It's November ! 🍁

Hello peeps, It's almost November!

Last month of autumn but the beginning of new adventure, to take risks and do the unexpected.

November is undoubtedly the pearl Grey month, right before the cold white December.

Time when the shapes of trees are truly revealed as the leaves fall slowly in drifting whirls.And earth eventually surrenders herself into the lap of winter.November radiates some quiet and silent introspection.

Night just madly rush to come little more sooner and dawn takes little more time to come in picture.You can feel that cold breeze gushing in as you take the first breath in the crisp morning air ,making you feel even more aware of your senses.

The cozy ,warm blankets starts to drag you in there arena with little more power.You just can't help but fight like a warrior every dawn to head for your work.The fireworks ,hot chocolate, coffee, Tea become more dear to your liking.

Orange color has almost taken over by then, the crimson sunsets, the crunching walks on leaves,the flushed cheeks,hoodies,sweaters, jeans,boots ,the furry socks come to our rescue.

The Food smells different, tastes better.There's warmth and friendly talk beside fire, it's time to stay in, time for long family get togethers.

Even the long walks in the crisp wind,and coffee shops makes much more sense with lots more warmth of intimate talks.

Everything is just so beautiful inspite of the great fall.Reminding us again, the one last time to let go of things.

It leaves us with the perception to look forward with more happiness and enchantment.And someone has well quoted that 'Looking forward to things is half the pleasure of them'

Godbls!

Love ya!

Happy November !

Vibes Talk !

How beautiful are the celebrations! Every little things adding up to the big day of the celebrations.Hope this Festive Vibes is keeping each one of us in happy moods.And in case if not,Go out of your way to make yourself happy.As It's a tested truth,' Charity begins at home'.And your little heart is a dwelling place for alot of people and things. It's ought to be happy before we pass on the loving Vibes into the world .
The love is the purest form of infinite energy and the pathway should be divine and holy.
More like every year, I am excited for Diwali.Its the wonderful ethnic attires, traditions, rituals, decorations,the lightning that add up to the beauty of this festival,and I can't resist the beauty it brings.
The candles, the lanterns, the diyas are something I am most fascinated with.There's some divinity in the essence of the light they generate.Its not just soothing for the atmosphere but for the soul.There's a lot more message that diwali brings with it. So Not spotlighting the prevalent message but pondering on something a little random.
Immense love,togetherness,renewal, new beginnings are supposed to be rated higher.Hence, removal of all that's not worth to be the part of our lives and we need to let go of that to welcome the new,even if initially it all looks messed up or just a little different for the new setting.We need to embrace the change with open arms.
As I consider Diwali a Really turning point of the year,I experience a change every year and that's beautiful even if it's uncomfortable sometimes.
Unlike my usual Nature, This time I suddenly feel fascinated with the idea of Stability. Diwali is just around the corner and this is what's tickling my mind.
A Really Great fan of instability or say a walking statue suddenly wants the stability to be her best friend.
Amazing! Isn't it?
Older Gen says it's just when you gain the sense of Stability,then only maturity and clarity kicks in !
Anyway, always unsure of this thought, I flied in the Air of instability.
And Suddenly, I am totally getting high on the idea of stability, don't know what I got brushed off with this year.
But I am sure as change, I am fascinated with this idea.
Who cares about the outcome, I always welcome change! If it not always brings desired results, it always brings with it growth and experience and this is what I live for!
This Diwali ,I can feel a healthy transformation coming in!
Welcome Change!
Welcome life!
Change Is only Constant, get comfortable with it !
Happy Vibes!
Love ya!
Godbls!

Letter To Not-So Stranger !!

Dear Not -So Stranger,

I am very much in pieces to finally get assembled.You might think what's the point of writing this random letter out of nowhere.And above all,I started my letter not by actually greeting you or asking about your well being,instead I bombarded you with the tragedy of my broken pieces.I wonder, how strange it is that though I prefer to be quiet with my closest people,I expressed myself to you.But Trust me,I don't find myself in gulit or embarrassed.Instead I feel, It was the most purest and real opening in front of you.

Maybe my Soul was searching for someone like you to begin the conversation with from Really long.

I don't think I should be sorry about it, but yes I am do thinking about this.

I believe thinking about anything Is healthy,that means that act of ours matters,and we can spend sufficient amount of time thinking about it .

I Really felt super connected with you.Normally, I am not an extrovert and I am really a type of child of my family who runs back in her room with a book or drawing stuff at the corner with her doors shut.It's kind of shocking how I happened to be so open book in front of you, in the first place .

I think still it should be okay with me,there's nothing bad in opening up and sharing stuff right? Anyway, As I travelled around I have quite changed and became comfortable with talking to new people but still there's a part of me who's a terrible fan of keeping my privacy undercovers.

And that's completely okay too.All things are not supposed to be shared with all ,Right?

I mean I really don't know what's the right way to live though.I am still quite young,And figuring that out !

What  is so weird Is: over thinking. Though I have passed that phase too.

But what I need to acknowledge to me and you Is that I No longer feel, there's any strange vibe between us. Somebody once told me, that one point of time,everyone is a stranger and Gradually we explore the untouched parts of each other and that strange Vibes goes away.And we start feeling totally comfortable with each other,that is the phase we start becoming familiar and become friends and acquaintances.

Similarly, I , Inside of myself feel a familiar vibe though we are still strangers.Maybe, I allowed you inside my space and subconsciously  explored in your premises that I broke the barrier somewhere.

I have a random idea, though I lack an exact blueprint of that. Honestly, I Heck No, Care about that.What matters for me  is that, Stranger is just an illogical word now, we have surpassed that state but my mind still have not accepted that.

Though my heart Is Crazy enough, and friendly to the core that It hopelessly wants the Saga to gain momentum and keep on going with the flow.

It still wants the conversation to go on, and bring more clarity in our togetherness.I now want to explore every bit of your pain, sufferings, worries ,also the passions, likes, dislikes and madness .But again the brain cautions, that I am not suppose to be that comfortable and open.Firstly, I am not that type.Secondly, whenever I did,I suffered deeply."

Out of all this cautions and hundreds warnings,My Heart comes out bravely and says " You have to love unconditionally,And share your heart, You can't keep building the big barriers everyday,You never know who's gonna treasure the precious you.And even If not, you cant give up your loving side, behind the high walls of insecurities .You have to love and share.This is the way, life Is suppose to be.And This one, The one you call Stranger is no Longer a Stranger.That Is the one, you can open your heart to and share.You don't have to doubt that." 

I listen the above lines of my heart and ponder for a little while .And I agree.

I am the most happy self when I share with you,But what's strange is that I am not my own self very much time.I think that maybe it will be short lived,and this thought scares me.I am a lifetime kind of girl, I can't just chill with you today,and forget you tomorrow.Yes,This might scare people but I cherish every little moment.I love every little moment of my life very much that I can write poetry on every moment of my life.I am a very happy go lucky type of girl and I have been very lucky and filled with immense joy since my childhood.I love to do the random craziness,the intellectual acts, the adventures and I want to share them all.I can't be quiet when I am filled with happiness, I want to shower all the humanity with that love and joy.But once I am contemplating every move,i prefer to be calm and doing my own thing.I think that's how a balance is made.And I want to share all that with you .I can feel a rhythmic sound change between us.This divine flow of my life makes me ecstatic and I see colors all around in fresh perspective.And I totally believe we are sorted.

With Much Love,

An Aspiring Star.

Godbls!