Insights !

And Here I am drowning into my intuition, the insights are literally scaring the hell out of me . There's nothing forced or targeted upon, still things are making way into my heart.
Being a Sagittarius, My Element is fire but I don't actually feel my element only .I am somewhere having a surge of deep emotions,intense feelings and very understanding, loving and open-minded approach like a water element. Yes, I do have a some kind of wavy emotion of being obsessive.But that's just probably bcuz I am only human.
Though, my higher self says to be patient and quiet all along, but I am a little bit astonished and a half inch scared too.
Astonished, bcuz I never had this kind of depth of insights.
And Scared, bcuz I am only a human. Will you believe me, if I told you that I knew it all ? Like seriously, as if whatever a person does I am right within his mind to keep the track of the thoughts and in turn I know it all .
Trust me, I have got no supernatural power.I don't really know what it is all .
Do you know, I exactly hear the same thing from the other person, that I am quiet about.And also I do get answers of whatever I am juggling in my mind's eye !
Trust me, I am not making this up .I don't want to sound eccentric or a girl with supernatural power .I am not .But this is all, that is making me speechless.
I really want to play it cool that it doesn't affects me, but it is not that simple, It might not be that simple .
There's some major transformation coming in or it already has come.I am not sure.
I am just a little scared.
Though with all my heart inside, trust me;  I know everything is Right, in perfect balance and in divine Timing but just the human traits are like that, That when some changes,transformation happen ; we go little scared in our hearts and become almost unable to speak or pen down the real things.
Trust the Process !
(That what I say to myself to not get scared).

Love ya!
Godbls !

Connections And Conversations !🌬️👂🤝🤜🤛🥂🎭

We all go through lots of conversations everyday but we don't necessarily give attention to each conversation we have in the day.There are rarely a few , on which we end up lingering on ,and  are later left to pondering on some.
I have been a great talker, and sometimes a really irritating one, once I get genuinely comfortable.Sometimes it just takes a simple meeting, a sudden bumping to open up, while sometimes it is the long and gradual connection that I ultimately give in, to have genuine conversation.
I really appreciate when people talk about the basics,the origin , the untouched, the bizarre, the unknown.I get drawn to the anonymity of that conversation.
I genuinely, genuinely hate a Talk that just starts with a 'Whatsup? ' and ends with 'I am fine, Doing good'.
I wonder, Are you really interested to talk or just touching the edges of the leftovers with the idea to pick them, and then keeping them back to the plate like you're genuinely not  interested.So I ask why did you tried to pick that leftover?, It's anyway a leftover.Just stay back ! If it was supposed to be a full meal, you probably won't have got a chance to pick that in first place.So , okay , I justified on your part too.So with all the graciousness please stay back, don't text me ' Whatsup?' Or any sort of one word or one-liners, bcuz I am just not interested.Over and out .
And also I don't want folks that answer me in one-liners.
Anyway, before I portray a different picture in all your minds , I must clear that at some point of time ,one-liners are okay.
Note: Only the time, when it's official, or in any professional setting, one-liners are acceptable provided it doesn't requires a clarity there.And also if it kills time, I will welcome one-liners only for the God's sake please .In all other cases, I would appreciate crazy conversations.
Anyway, I am so damn involved amidst my world of rose-tinted glasses,and too focused on my dreams and aspirations to lend my Ear For any Longer to anyone.You might find me cold at times to some people but once I find my way that appeals my heart, I will fall like gravity with not knowing how madly I am falling.
I just go crazy with the conversations.
I don't want to get a 'Hi, or Hey ' before we start.I just want to dive straight up to the concerned point. I wanna know why you are mad at people sometimes, and what is it that keeps you in upbeat mood the other time.I also want to know what do you want to do in your life for long? What are your passions and hidden treasures and desires, what makes you unique? What is not your favourite? What you are glad to see on your dinner table? What is that ,which brings an instant gleam to your eyes and what scares the hell out of you?What are your real insecurities in your certain relationships? I don't wanna know how is the weather.That's anyway going to change.
I want to discuss about you.
I wanna know how you got a scar on the right side of your forehead, and how come you have got a europe structured scar on your nose? How do you feel around your grandparents? What is the story of your grandmother? Do your father talks to you everyday ? And how does he reacts when you make a mistake or achieve something?
What are your milestones, what do you want to keep building, what do you want a support on? Tell me.
Tell me what makes you believe that there's an invisible power that takes into account everything.
Tell me  about your favourites.Your kindergarten. Your high School.Your college. Your crushes.Your inspirations.
Tell me what keeps you awake at the dark alone night, what really bothers you?
Talk it all out.
I want to talk in real depths with intense emotions.
I can't allow shallow, I allow depth, I crave depth and real emotions.I demand Nothing that's floating on surface, that's anyway never real, it's all filthy, unwanted . What's real is all inside, inside the depth .May it be precious stones or the beautiful coral reefs.I want to dive right within and bring that out of you.
Tell me what's all those little things , I don't want a small talk !
Call me an eccentric persona, but that's what I Am !
Just more depth, and real test of waters !
That what is life all about !
A little or sometimes very much scary but reality and honesty was never promised to be an easy path but once you are barefoot there, Nobody can conquer you!
You become victorious !
With No Strings attached, Free.
Comfortable in your own skin and radiating even more beautiful aura !

Love ya!
Godbls!

Taken And Happy ! 👼

Standing on the New Moon of the year,we are now stepping into a completely new phase of cycles in our different areas of life.
And it's almost an alarm for the end of this year and beginning of the next year.
Before I step into next year, I want myself to bring notice to my consciousness, what my subconscious already knows.
By now, I have very well accepted that around December , certain parts of my life starts changing, I won't say they are the bad ones but some shift happens every year,Starting December.
Though I don't want to make it a pattern, but this is what happens every year.So I have just accepted it bcuz I have never suffered but got a gradual growth after that.
If I just think about the last December, I can beautifully recall,it was a great Road trip Following Delhi-Punjab- Himachal with my siblings on my birthday.
And I am so grateful to the almighty that every year almost I am at different place,with different people of different culture to celebrate my birthday,and there is no other fun for me but to dive into the unknown and enjoy the adventure that comes along.Indeed it was a great one!
And we all know how fun it is to hang out with your siblings, as the bonding, the sweet fights,the makeups, the crazy adventures we do with them are always worthwhile.
Though I am not narrating the whole saga, but just one line, 'It was so worth it and fun-filled !
After That it was altogether a different place for me, where I was to set myself between different peoples,dealing with different places and exploring the new things everyday.And what can be more beautiful ! But yes, I will be pretty honest here, that it was not easy , there were times where I was swaying between  excited, to shattered ,to motivated , to quiet, to crazy, to lost , to broke, to mad , to intellectual ,to spiritual , to just simply conquering. But at the end of all I loved it all. And I am more than strong to handle anything that can confront me !
I guess that's how it works and that's how it was supposed to be Taken .
And At the end I let go of all the negativity that binded me a inch in this phase and I am more than ready to take all the best universe has to offer !
I can't be more than this ready, it has to give me bcuz I am stretching my Arms widely to let in whatever beautiful comes my way, bcuz I am not a lady that's going to frown at any random shit, I am going to make best out of any waste that is thrown on me!
And this is what I always did, hence the universe has no choice but to make me happy-go-lucky always!
Love ya!
Godbls!
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Yes, I Stand for Men ! 🕺

Sometimes you have to burn midnight oil bcuz you can't stand the night to pass over and sun take over the day before you actually express what's digging deep in your heart. You can't waste the damn time bcuz some things are matters of urgency that are not supposed to be resisted till the eleventh hour. You have to take up the issue in your hands, before it gets too late.
I don't flag the matter of feminist but yes I am a women.I believe feminist is nothing but a very wrong word perceived by the many women.According to me, gender equality is the right word bcuz in the veil of the word 'feminist' it has made its way towards a very wrong lane.I believe that while fighting for the women's rights, it has became much synonymous to men's hating and a little bit of being more competitive to men.This is sure has to stop.This was never the point of feminism what it has became in the long run.It just started and carried the idea of equality of each gender.And the motive to emphasize the term' feminism' just begin to save the women where their rights were lagged behind , not to make them superior than men.It's totally wrong concept where it has headed to.
Gender equality is the issue of the men too.And here to spotlight on the definition of feminism I must clear that it carries the belief for equality and opportunities to both men and women .It not in anyway gives women the chance to take advantage of the word 'feminist' to completely mould it to be superior or competitive to men.It's totally wrong concept where it's headed on.
I must clear here that men and women are not too opposing ideals, both genders are part of a single spectrum.Both genders have the right to be sensitive, expressive ,strong and being totally equal and worthy .And by no means, any of the one holds the chance to hide behind the veil of their gender to stand to their point in the name of their respective gender.
What's right and suitable for one, should be right for the other too.It should not empower women to take advantage of the word 'feminist' and compromise with their dignity, culture and beliefs.It's totally disheartening to know the present condition.
Yes, I am a women but I stand for men if it's about equality.
Therefore, the only point should be to stand for being right to your own self, no matter what it is but it should never fuel the concept of being superior, or competitive to men in the name of feminism, it's a totally wrong concept and I will never abide by it , inspite of being a women.

Godbls!
Love ya!