A Day to Write About !

How amazingly interesting it is to get a genuine topic to write about !
Just a normal day , and I was hit with a pretty good topic to atleast put my views across .
So let me tell you why I admire myself and who I dress up for !
I Dress to admire at the reflection on the window panes. I Style not with the trends, but with my mood. I have an aura that I carry with myself, like others do !
I don't care , how much the food costs or how much actually the dress costs. I don't look at the price tag once I make up my mind that I want something .
Not like , I am someone with my parental grounds on Diamond floors. It's just metaphorical , That no matter how high or how low something costs .If I am fascinated by something , by all means I will Grab that . It's never the matter of money.
Well ,well , not to raise your eyebrows .I know the importance of those Green , Grey or Pink notes ,I just don't want to make them the set ground for my preferences or choices !
Enough of the world and their set norms , Do they really have any proper norms to look up too ?
I think , they hardly have any !
Let me not Criticize their shallow beliefs , as they anyway don't have any roots to stay with me.
I am not a revolutionary , but sure I'm a visionary !
I am quiet sometimes and flow like a crazy waterfall other times. The only reason for this contradiction is that the more I listen , the more I think and once I am done with the merry-go-round inside , I express my views like a crazy waterfall .And sometimes you can't really figure out the origin point .
What I can only suggest is don't bother on this creation , it's one of the most random quintessential creation of the universe .
Well ,Make sure we catch up sometimes in great stretch of time ! Maybe not to your liking , but for the quiet adventurous drive of my ownself !
Catch up on any wonderful thing you can Grab , and we might have one of the best conversation ever!
Grab one , live life !
Love ya !
Godbls !
Preksha*

Been A While : My Baby Pose ! 👼

Been a while , Been so many days , I completely avoided escaping myself into my own baby pose.
Well , sure that wasn't an intentional avoidance . I was so into a zone of new setup and new life , that I drifted into a new line.
I even don't know where i was all this while, when I wasn't in my baby pose.
Maybe I was exploring the world out there ? Or maybe I was adjusting into a new life ? Well , whatever !
Let's not give much heed about that missed out escape , when actually I have given enough in the paragraph above ! 
Maybe this escape from my baby pose was important. I am very well aware every now and then I change my setup , my life but probably that's important for my growth.
What's most beautiful about this is that every new setup , new life upgrades my life with new adventures and life experiences that I end up falling in love even more ! 珞
Today after so many months , as I sit back to express here in my blog I feel as if there's a considerable amount of positive change around me.
I surely agree , in this hustle bustle I have lost my peace over few things like as I always say I am the most Impatiently patient person alive. I really don't know how much you'll be able to get this expression but this is what it is !
I loose my senses over little things and sometimes don't make sense at all. But I am patient for the things to death that I won't even let you know that there's sea of emotions roaring inside.
I am one of the most expressive person you'll ever meet . I might shoot the entire life scene in front of your eyes even if you're far away but some days I will just lay as if it's just me and nobody I could entertain at all.
It's nothing to do with anyone sometimes , it's just that some days I think too much to be a cheerful bird at all.
I Don't know how these months have been , I haven't written at all .
Not enough poetrys , no blog posts , no silent expression. I Don't know what I have been doing  .
Maybe I resisted to be in touch with my soul for quite sometime , or maybe I was living to make sense the escape I had in a new setup.
Whatever it is , Whatever it was , One thing's for sure , I escape into myself , from myself , by myself !
That's not self-imposed , It's free , wild and yet demanded peace into my surroundings !
I am happy , content and connected with my baby pose , and I don't think there could be a better escape than this ! ❣️

Love ya !
Godbls !

Preksha*

Letter to my soulmate !

Dear Soulmate,
Hope you're somewhere ; maybe in same or in different timeline. I don't know why, but I am highly interested to get in the communicative vibes with you.
I want you to know that I am totally fine without you.I mean I won't really care if you don't come anytime sooner, but I guess you should atleast start packing your bags, if not willing to take flight yet.
Don't you think , we should meet finally?
I mean I don't care if you don't want but I think I am quite ready , not to take seven vows but to atleast start planning or maybe just lay the foundation .
Does it sounds a little quick to clear my vibes about this ? Even if it does, I don't mind saying what comes from within.
I am rigid , stubborn , blunt and straightforward much more and I know it. And I think , you should know it too.
I am a cry baby , hypersensitive , over emotional human being and I am not shy about it. Keep up with this , else we won't survive long.
I am messy, insane , weird , over excited and high on energy , every other moment and I am hardly on low systems. If you think this will be too much too handle , you better know I don't care even you exist.
I am packed with the energies that only keeps vibrating for creation , manifestation , exploration and working at the edge. If you live life at the edge and long for the innovation and navigation, then hooray !!! we are the inhabitants of same tribe !!!!
Though whatever I expressed was some light on the dark , I still believe the darkness has its own language of mysterious adventures.
Better I stay in great anticipation of the darkness ! Who knows, what's coming out from the jade black screen !
Cross your fingers and make that move !

Love ya!
Godbls !

How many times?

How many times have you wiped your own tears from your , own little hands?
How many times have you Sipped water again and again in order to make yourself relaxed from the pain ?
How many times have you stared at the mirror and didn't liked your sad face?
How many times have you decided to be happy because sadness isn't your cup of tea?
How many times have you just stayed quiet because words were not enough?
How many times have you acted weird because, your usual self was not getting along well ?
How many times have you gathered your own pieces and build a skyscraper ?
How many times you were speechless , because things turned out so much way beyond?
How many times you became uncomfortable in your skin and thought of peeling it off ?
How many times you couldn't explain the truth because it was exceptionally harsh truth ?
How many times have you watched the universe doing whatever in your life?
How many times the morning was powerful , because your night was full of immensely passionate dreams?
How many times you didn't gave up on your dreams when it all was falling apart?
How many times explaining was not important as much as living your life ?
Many times ?
Many million times ?
Just do it , One more time.
One more time.

Be Strong And Keep Going !

Love ya!
Godbls!

Photo Credits : Sky Tandon

Is Rape Really a Concern ?

Even if you Scream or Stay Numb about it , People are still gonna do what they did.
So the above line seems a lot more like a pessimistic or negative ? Yes, That's how I wanted to sound.
I won't say I am sad. I am not . I am actually disgusted and numb with the Bulk share on my every social media news feed. Suddenly the world seems super active on the topic, when they all very well know that it's the everyday story. And it happens in every next few minutes. Because Its not the very first time that a girl is raped.There has been several more deadly cases, that were not even media highlighted. And A girl quietly killed herself indoors.
Pardon my language , as I never use offensive language neither in my writing nor in my conversations.But Sorry I don't want a fucking rape whistles , I want change. And I want it in an instant.
Yes, I am impatient .I am impatient about the humanity being lost somewhere under covers. I cant take this shit anymore. I don't want to roar and appeal with no consequences. I want the change on an emergency basis. It's the only need of the hour.
I am not here to Criticize any particular person , or political party. Trust me political messes is not my area of concern. Not because I am not an active citizen of my country but I don't want a clueless , baseless discussion every now and then on social media or in a gathering. As people put across there views in bulk amounts with just the corruption, manipulation and competition the foremost priority , But I am hell not interested in this baseless agenda.
I just want to focus my energy on one thing and that's change alone.
I am not even going to ponder or struggle on the next other issues cropping up. I am not interested in other things at all.
I just want my energy to be conserved and converged on one thing that's change.
I want it to start it on the ground level. Just in the minds.
Think.
Where are we really heading towards ?
Is in anyway we are in touch with our own souls and integrity ?
Are you doing , whatever you're doing just for a show off or you're really determined for a change?
Where do you actually stand?
What are the basis of the ground you stand on?
Do you've actually, any humanity left in you, or just the social media share satisfies your ego ?
Are you doing something just for the sake of doing or you've got your blood racing for that reason?
Do you have any integrity ?
Ponder.

Love ya!
Godbls!

Kindness : A Legacy I'll leave behind

Hey,
Hiii World, here In my blog, I'm not so kind and wont sugarcoat my words as I hardly do .
You'll have to be a little live-wire and open your sarcastic brains to exactly get my point.
I must say you're actually leading in the direction that goes beyond the skies.
Yes, Endless and pointless with no hope of finding a beautiful end but trust me you've high hopes! I don't know how long you can survive on the baseless throne with the leading force being manipulation,corruption and other hurtful tools that can't really drive you very long.
You have your own set of rules which is good but the worst part is those rules and restrictions are for others,not for your own self.
Here I would like to mention that living life on my own terms and traveling has taught me many good lessons and experiences and amongst of all experiences, the most essential one that I learned and Realized is that you can't make others the willing characters in your story. And absolutely can't take away their freedom to be themselves.So, what's better for you is to not ask them the reason why they create unnecessary dramas when you just live your life . They necessarily can't keep nudging you to accept their way of living. So, the best way is to not offer them the explanations on why you are doing whatever you're doing .
Hence, Enough of the explanations , and only acceptance of whatever others think, good or bad, right or wrong, kind or rude, mature or immature. Whatever it is, accept their shallow mind with no explanations to them. Because that's what they deserve , not even the explanations.
As you can lie down on the ground for the people to cross over you, and still they will complain that you're not flat enough.
So my friend , Get a life. And live your life.

There will be times when you'll be misleaded by the humble figure, Maybe a popular public figure and you can't explain the nuances that you go through, So the best thing will be to let it pass and live your life, As they interrupt with yours because they don't have any. Hilarious of their existence, but let them be the way they wish to be like.
The best things that are meant for you, never let pass by you. They Return , they do return with miraculous benefits.
But I would only advise you to be more grounded and let things unfold in there own way.
And even if you want to save the people who are close to you and mean the world too. Caution ! Don't bombard them with your endless lectures,And also don't allow them to do whatever because you love those pretty souls.
Loving someone Is not giving them liberty to be whatever, It's making them realise what they did wrong and what shouldn't be repeated,not just with you but with anyone else in the world.Genuine love Is making them more human,even if it brings little pain for your ownself.The pride of legacy that you'll then leave behind , will surpass all the pain, bcuz then you'll have a satisfaction of contribution to make them even more human.
Things may not shape just in an instant,and maybe not even for decades but still don't give up on making them more human and teaching them to be little more kind.
Even if you have all the riches of the world,and you lack this biggy of kindness you are absolutely an extra in this beautiful scenery of life.
Moreover, I will make sure I have left kindness as the only legacy behind me. As love is sure the most powerful and highest energy, but kindness is not going off fashion, any time sooner. It's the most important tool when every other thing is overly exaggerated without purpose and it makes me sad, bcuz the language of kindness is sometimes the only thing a soul sincerely craves.
Be kind. Please.

Love ya!
Godbls !

Not an exaggeration, just an expression !

There's a queen in each one of us that can express and fight for our own rights , And at the time of the extreme casualties - the situation of 'Flight or Fight' : we know what will be the correct step. We are the voice of this era.

Initially , Right from when I can recall, I know that I wasn't not a person who will straight away say what I felt. I am quite a person who first prefers to assess as long as I can, then I put my point across, if I really feel it's worthy enough of expression.
Here, not in anyway I mean that I am so sound in my expression and judgement. I am immensely blessed to be a typical human being.
I am made up of intricate amount of flaws and I very well accept and know that 'Yes, I do have flaws .' Inspite of being aware I have the dark shades in myself that I don't recover from and I think that's okay. Everyone of us have that, even if some totally deny that.I don't think accepting this in anyway makes me less fortunate or less important.
I confidently believe I am blessed to do whatever I put my heart into and I have never disappointed myself and I think that's what matters.
I anyway never bothered about the opinion of the gathering, though I always respected the criticism with same graciousness as I welcome the Compliments.
The people who know me, they know how vocal I'm about the Truth, the honesty and the integrity. I maybe a quiet chick constantly standing in a corner, saying not even a single word and watching you do your thing but you can bet with the heaven I have not even left a single detail of the moment, and neither I will miss the expression later at the right time. Though, it's entirely a different case, if I'm messing around you because of some genuine motives. I make the genuine things known and I never miss it. I acknowledge whatever has passed into my heart and made a little difference. Trust me, I won't be a dead shell in those matters.
Hence, there's really a super burning topic that I'm noticing from quite a while now . So why should I be quiet about it.
I mean there's a limit to trigger anything or anyone,but let's just face it you can't change what people perceive,its not necessarily, it will be exactly perceived how it was conveyed. And especially if it's art, Art is always a thing that has exceptional wide range of interpretation. It has the power to disturb the comfortable and make the one at peace, most terribly uncomfortable. This is the way it works. Once the Art is out from the closed doors, be it be any art, It's as free as it was before it came into your mind.
Anyway so coming to the point, I wanted to put my thoughts regarding Padmavat movie and the open letter by Swara and other reactions that are just eating the focus of the other important content and overshadowing the things that should Actually get limelight in the Country.
I do agree that people have the right to convey whatever they feel like. And I strongly believe it should be respected by others as each people on earth have their own set believes that they have experienced because of the way of their own living. The more you explore the world, the more you get perspective on the things and it's important to take other people's view with that understanding.
But there's a simple thing, that the movie concept was just a portrayal of the ancient set believes,traditions and the way of living at that point of time. This all was just aligned with the Creative expression of the director's mind at this point of time . And whatever impact it left on us, was primarily the combination of both.
The movie and the person associated with it has already gone through much and came out with flying colours maintaining enough patience and strength. I think a open letter like that was not at all wrong in the expression but it was just that the expression was exaggerated bcuz of the modern and the empowering thinking. That's in anyway not wrong but just the connection of the thought process was merged . The cinema sure leaves a lasting impression on the mind of the viewer and it did as I can clearly recall what thought I had as soon as I left the hall, I said' If such condition happen, we should surely do what the actress did at the end.'
But just as I came back I was pondering over the movie, I was not much happy with what happened at the end. 'I said that we have people that devilish in this era too, we should kill them.And being a voice of young generation it was my thought. I was not like ready to die, In a situation as intense as this. That if I had to choose between fight or flight , I will definitely fight first. We are living in this modern era, we are not going to follow those orthodox believes, that was something which was the part of that epic tale or the believes they had that time . So comparing the portrayal of that era with the mindset of today won't be fair enough.
This unnecessary note at this point of time was not something that was really required and every expression that was put forward In the open letter or protest by different people was not actually the demand of the hour.
I think adopting a wider perspective and understanding will be more sensible approach.
Love ya!
Godbls !

What Type of Love ? ❤️❤️

An exceptionally cold winter Night in Delhi.
No Special reason to emphasise the degree of cold, but It's a bit spotlighted if we talk about winters in North India, especially if it's Delhi. As 'Dilli ki Sardi' Is quite a famous phrase, to not give her enough importance.
Though I am feeling it even more, As I am alone in my room with no one particular to talk. And also when you are little in depth with thoughts and done with all the essentials of the day you eventually start focusing on the weather conditions.
Suddenly, I don't know exactly when getting into the warmth of my heavy quilt ,I almost felt really sleepy and had this below conversation that I am sharing below :(Imaginative Content )
I heard a voice echoing into my ears,
'What Is the type of love you want ?'
And here I was giving a real importance to this random question.
I sailed myself into thorough thought boat before I reacted and Gave my genuine detailed expression over this.
I said ' The one that's as bold as the bright Red color in my oil color palette. I don't care if I end up smudging it a few many times, and use it as casually as I can but always end up making a beautiful structure out of it. Not even my any random act destroys the beauty of that red color. I don't want a traceable kind of love.I want It considerably bright , permanent , and a Classic Artwork. I want it to be real remarkable that it's beauty and authenticity lasts for more than thousands decades and It gets preserved in the museums . I want the future Guides to be well versed with its classic stories , so that it could be passed on to the generations. I want It to be an emblem of integrity and honesty. I want this love to be as free as the birds. Flying free , with no worries of there probable stay. May we have blind trust of the comeback with extreme loyalty. I want the strings of our heart attached in such a way that we don't have to write a manuscript for each other to offer the proof of love. I want each of us to vibrate on our set frequencies .I want each of us to turn towards each other to appreciate, to motivate ,to do kindness ; Not to turn down the other , in front of people. It's not  a request but a blueprint of the type of love, a personal love, a platonic love. I know for sure that In terms of platonic love you can't really create a blueprint but I have love to create my life , my way. I strongly and genuinely believe we are the Creator of our own destiny.
I am not a great lover of a person with immense materialistic richness, I easily melt on the little kindness, honesty, integrity and Respect. I think this is the basic foundation of a stronger bond. If a person is stronger in himself on the basic grounds of these things, life becomes very much easier.
And Gradually I started coming back from my unconscious state of sleep.
Com'n let's agree ,we all want our further relationships that helps us to see that 'yes, the life is easier and much happier.'
I believe love is when you want the life of the other person much easier than yours, you will never want to see the other to be struggling in the hot water. I don't dream to see a life with no barriers but an assurance that the other won't leave you amidst the struggle .
Life is not about being on the same ideology as the other, but respecting the other enough, that you give equal support when you don't even agree. I don't really know if this is all exists, but these are the silly expectations and standards that I have. And I know for sure, when it's right even the weakness becomes the sweet quirks and insecurities becomes the mirror of love.You don't have to fight for the connection that's yours, it just is. Irrespective of innumerable ups and downs ,it will eventually work out in your favour.
Be easy on yourself and your life.
The ball that's suppose to lead the game, will eventually fall in your court. You just  have to focus on your own game.
Love ya!
Godbls!

A Letter to Someone who Never left his Native place!

Dear You,
Yes you.
The one who never left his Native place.
Warm vibes and happiness to you.
I am pretty sure whatever I'll write, will pierce you right into your heart, but anyway I will do . Because piercing people with my vocabulary Is my favourite part of the day.And Even if I am busy in my own work or was burdened with the work of my bosses ,I always wrote by heart everywhere.Be It poetry, Story, phrases, One-liners on the social media or my very own books I am working on.I never skip a chance to pierce people with words and shed the blood out of their hearts,ears,eyes,wherever possible.
You might consider I am such a hardshell but I am as fragile as touch-me-not plant too.But the primary thing Is I never leave anything in my heart.I always pen it down because Many a times I may remain quiet,but I never leave the emotions inside .They make way to the writing.
Hence, Enough of my lengthy explanation before I hurt you . I won't apologise for any further hurt as I never post a apology for the truth. Here,I come to the point straight right.
I am very Happy to know you live with your parents,but trust me I'm not proud of your existence.Reason being in my eyes you never thought of your expansions and explorations.Though I well agree,that for different people there are different set of priorities and responsibilities that they abide by throughout their life.But the worst part about you is that your world is very small,Not because you live at your home with your parents but because you never felt the life in true sense.
According to me, As you never lived alone, you won't ever understand my life.
l don't only live alone and make my living and come home and think of further opportunities but I also work on my dynamic plans and deal with blockages. Every Single day- I get up, Deal with the humdrums of life in different scenarios, From the crazy landlords,To the water person, To the plight of cleaning house on my own, bringing groceries, making three course meal,To the uncertainties of my health,To the extreme life problems that you can never imagine and I won't explain it to all . I deal with all by myself. I dont have anyone out their at home to go to and share the good vibes and even no one to talk when I head back home.I Sit on my own ,talk with my crazy self , work my head on all the day along and cook and eat alone. But the plight Is not to eat alone and deal with everything, plight Is to maintain my peace with good vibes, with a sound Air around me,As I can't even for a moment sit at a place where there's an argument or loud talks .This is anyway my personal problem, I have been like this since childhood, I cant take it when I am surrounded by loud noises, arguments and crowds .
The Thing is that after the long years of being alone,I have become so independent, so cautious and so level headed .That I nearly take shit from No one.And here No one means No one. It's not like I am blunt, harsh or have an attitude problem, instead I have been by myself from long on that I am unable to appreciate any minor disorder .Infact,I even love being alone so much . I sometimes question my existence in really decent way as if I have touched the level of higher consciousness that how could I be at peace so much.I don't feel a single intensity of hatred, I wonder Am I even a human? I try to understand everything that happens; that people around me says, 'How can you be a sage in a world like this ? ' . But Trust me I don't know I am being me.
The thing Is by actually managing life from really long on without a support, I have gained a sense of confidence In my own efforts, and I own them in every possible way.I am better off being alone so much that I cut off any one right away who don't respect and love me enough of my proper standards.These standards were not intended,they eventually rolled into my life when I actually spent time in building myself in every possible way and Trust me a person like you who lives in his own native land with their family and peers won't understand an inch . You can't even touch the strange Vibes that surround a person like me. I won't say it is tough, but a person like you, who lives in his native place Is a impossible candidate to understand.
I hope you really explores the world outside your comfort zones and see the world out there.The life is not easy, but it's truly wonderful.You can't sense it by living at one place under the shelter of known vibes.
I hope you understand that I am here to live my dreams and give them better direction, I just don't only own the title under the Instagram description. I work for It every day and night in worst of conditions.
Success Is not an over night happening event, It does involve the toils that make way to the biography really late.
I don't mean that If you live with your parents,you don't do much hard, but I just want to make you understand, that living life In the safest shores and never moving , doesn't assures that you are a person of great virtue and value. In my eyes, you still lack the understanding and knowledge that comes only from exploring different places and spending your every bit in nothing else but building yourself. When you will deal with different circumstances, then you will understand the life in better sense.
For me, you are still a little boy, with no intelligence of a man that only comes with experience. And an experience Only comes when you explore beyond your capabilities and I can proudly say, I did.
I have faced those many days and maintained my inner peace and sent those vibes that literally people messaged me ' How positive you're, and you're fun to be with ' ,When actually I was in worst phases of my life. But that's how I am proud of myself and I won them all. And I am proud of my every drop of blood.
So If anyone asks about me' What does she do ?'
Tell them - 'Whatever It Takes '.
And the Eyes who don't See Good In me, Is always directed with a door shut right at their Nose, And I make sure the Nose Really gets bumped really hard, when I bid Goodbye.
And then I Block the Road with my love and prayers .Yes, Strange Na? I don't give up on love and prayers for the people.
That's Something I keep it forever safe for them.
So tell me, If you have guts to face life in true sense and show me .Let me know, If you have those nerves, I will Surely align the universe your way!
P.S. I Started off really crazy, but ended up being a marshmallow !

Much love !
Godbls !

What are you here for ?

It's been a beautiful world with a fine taste of lemon in it.
And even if all of us play it cool, we can never deny the reality amidst of our dreamy world. Inspite of being a firm supporter of real world, each one of us have a dreamy side, that we all want to suppress with a stubborn nature.
Though I don't very well support being stubborn inspite of having that said that, I have that side too.But I do hide behind the bars when I am asked to be in the witness box.I sometimes hide the most valuable emotion 'under a don't care box'.And this is just not me, we all do this in some way or the other. While some are so on the roof top for every emotion they feel,and even they masquerade as well.They create something that's totally not there and even earn good points from others too.
Although I don't understand how does this helps in the long run,but few souls do.I am not saying I am very smart to detect the true intentions of everyone but I sure can read the energy.
Here, I also want to say that I have been wrong a little a few times but what message I was getting was totally right at that point of time.
I don't really know what is the right way to live but there's actually no right way.People respond to there own energies , when you think they are actually responding to yours.There's no point to get upset when people take you wrong or treat you against your own nature.Let them go with peace and prayers.
I just want to share a simple and beautiful thing with all.Try if you can.
Conjure the vibrational form, what you want to see in the manifestation. Be as happy and as hopeful as you can.And even this seems not working trust me, don't give up, It will work 100℅.
Find the light, Find the love.
Be the light, Be the love.
If it seems difficult, then be the light a little more,
Be the love a little more,
If a little more Is less, then be a little more,
If it's still less, be a little much more,
If a little much more is even less, then be some more,
Until it is so Much More,
I am neither here to Give up ,nor to let anyone else give up!

I am doing what I love the most, And I am doing all of them with my shares of fears and problems but I am doing all of them.It makes me so happy when people ring me and text me to encourage me by saying that I inspire all of them to do what there hearts wants.And trust me That's the beautiful feeling ever and I am grateful to infinite for this abundance.
Hence, What are you here for ?
Trust me, You don't have to be a Cartographer, in order to win in your field and I mean it in the humblest way , because even I don't know the Map to my destination, Nobody knows ! 😂

Love ya!
Godbls !