What Type of Love ? ❤️❤️

An exceptionally cold winter Night in Delhi.
No Special reason to emphasise the degree of cold, but It's a bit spotlighted if we talk about winters in North India, especially if it's Delhi. As 'Dilli ki Sardi' Is quite a famous phrase, to not give her enough importance.
Though I am feeling it even more, As I am alone in my room with no one particular to talk. And also when you are little in depth with thoughts and done with all the essentials of the day you eventually start focusing on the weather conditions.
Suddenly, I don't know exactly when getting into the warmth of my heavy quilt ,I almost felt really sleepy and had this below conversation that I am sharing below :(Imaginative Content )
I heard a voice echoing into my ears,
'What Is the type of love you want ?'
And here I was giving a real importance to this random question.
I sailed myself into thorough thought boat before I reacted and Gave my genuine detailed expression over this.
I said ' The one that's as bold as the bright Red color in my oil color palette. I don't care if I end up smudging it a few many times, and use it as casually as I can but always end up making a beautiful structure out of it. Not even my any random act destroys the beauty of that red color. I don't want a traceable kind of love.I want It considerably bright , permanent , and a Classic Artwork. I want it to be real remarkable that it's beauty and authenticity lasts for more than thousands decades and It gets preserved in the museums . I want the future Guides to be well versed with its classic stories , so that it could be passed on to the generations. I want It to be an emblem of integrity and honesty. I want this love to be as free as the birds. Flying free , with no worries of there probable stay. May we have blind trust of the comeback with extreme loyalty. I want the strings of our heart attached in such a way that we don't have to write a manuscript for each other to offer the proof of love. I want each of us to vibrate on our set frequencies .I want each of us to turn towards each other to appreciate, to motivate ,to do kindness ; Not to turn down the other , in front of people. It's not  a request but a blueprint of the type of love, a personal love, a platonic love. I know for sure that In terms of platonic love you can't really create a blueprint but I have love to create my life , my way. I strongly and genuinely believe we are the Creator of our own destiny.
I am not a great lover of a person with immense materialistic richness, I easily melt on the little kindness, honesty, integrity and Respect. I think this is the basic foundation of a stronger bond. If a person is stronger in himself on the basic grounds of these things, life becomes very much easier.
And Gradually I started coming back from my unconscious state of sleep.
Com'n let's agree ,we all want our further relationships that helps us to see that 'yes, the life is easier and much happier.'
I believe love is when you want the life of the other person much easier than yours, you will never want to see the other to be struggling in the hot water. I don't dream to see a life with no barriers but an assurance that the other won't leave you amidst the struggle .
Life is not about being on the same ideology as the other, but respecting the other enough, that you give equal support when you don't even agree. I don't really know if this is all exists, but these are the silly expectations and standards that I have. And I know for sure, when it's right even the weakness becomes the sweet quirks and insecurities becomes the mirror of love.You don't have to fight for the connection that's yours, it just is. Irrespective of innumerable ups and downs ,it will eventually work out in your favour.
Be easy on yourself and your life.
The ball that's suppose to lead the game, will eventually fall in your court. You just  have to focus on your own game.
Love ya!
Godbls!

A Letter to Someone who Never left his Native place!

Dear You,
Yes you.
The one who never left his Native place.
Warm vibes and happiness to you.
I am pretty sure whatever I'll write, will pierce you right into your heart, but anyway I will do . Because piercing people with my vocabulary Is my favourite part of the day.And Even if I am busy in my own work or was burdened with the work of my bosses ,I always wrote by heart everywhere.Be It poetry, Story, phrases, One-liners on the social media or my very own books I am working on.I never skip a chance to pierce people with words and shed the blood out of their hearts,ears,eyes,wherever possible.
You might consider I am such a hardshell but I am as fragile as touch-me-not plant too.But the primary thing Is I never leave anything in my heart.I always pen it down because Many a times I may remain quiet,but I never leave the emotions inside .They make way to the writing.
Hence, Enough of my lengthy explanation before I hurt you . I won't apologise for any further hurt as I never post a apology for the truth. Here,I come to the point straight right.
I am very Happy to know you live with your parents,but trust me I'm not proud of your existence.Reason being in my eyes you never thought of your expansions and explorations.Though I well agree,that for different people there are different set of priorities and responsibilities that they abide by throughout their life.But the worst part about you is that your world is very small,Not because you live at your home with your parents but because you never felt the life in true sense.
According to me, As you never lived alone, you won't ever understand my life.
l don't only live alone and make my living and come home and think of further opportunities but I also work on my dynamic plans and deal with blockages. Every Single day- I get up, Deal with the humdrums of life in different scenarios, From the crazy landlords,To the water person, To the plight of cleaning house on my own, bringing groceries, making three course meal,To the uncertainties of my health,To the extreme life problems that you can never imagine and I won't explain it to all . I deal with all by myself. I dont have anyone out their at home to go to and share the good vibes and even no one to talk when I head back home.I Sit on my own ,talk with my crazy self , work my head on all the day along and cook and eat alone. But the plight Is not to eat alone and deal with everything, plight Is to maintain my peace with good vibes, with a sound Air around me,As I can't even for a moment sit at a place where there's an argument or loud talks .This is anyway my personal problem, I have been like this since childhood, I cant take it when I am surrounded by loud noises, arguments and crowds .
The Thing is that after the long years of being alone,I have become so independent, so cautious and so level headed .That I nearly take shit from No one.And here No one means No one. It's not like I am blunt, harsh or have an attitude problem, instead I have been by myself from long on that I am unable to appreciate any minor disorder .Infact,I even love being alone so much . I sometimes question my existence in really decent way as if I have touched the level of higher consciousness that how could I be at peace so much.I don't feel a single intensity of hatred, I wonder Am I even a human? I try to understand everything that happens; that people around me says, 'How can you be a sage in a world like this ? ' . But Trust me I don't know I am being me.
The thing Is by actually managing life from really long on without a support, I have gained a sense of confidence In my own efforts, and I own them in every possible way.I am better off being alone so much that I cut off any one right away who don't respect and love me enough of my proper standards.These standards were not intended,they eventually rolled into my life when I actually spent time in building myself in every possible way and Trust me a person like you who lives in his own native land with their family and peers won't understand an inch . You can't even touch the strange Vibes that surround a person like me. I won't say it is tough, but a person like you, who lives in his native place Is a impossible candidate to understand.
I hope you really explores the world outside your comfort zones and see the world out there.The life is not easy, but it's truly wonderful.You can't sense it by living at one place under the shelter of known vibes.
I hope you understand that I am here to live my dreams and give them better direction, I just don't only own the title under the Instagram description. I work for It every day and night in worst of conditions.
Success Is not an over night happening event, It does involve the toils that make way to the biography really late.
I don't mean that If you live with your parents,you don't do much hard, but I just want to make you understand, that living life In the safest shores and never moving , doesn't assures that you are a person of great virtue and value. In my eyes, you still lack the understanding and knowledge that comes only from exploring different places and spending your every bit in nothing else but building yourself. When you will deal with different circumstances, then you will understand the life in better sense.
For me, you are still a little boy, with no intelligence of a man that only comes with experience. And an experience Only comes when you explore beyond your capabilities and I can proudly say, I did.
I have faced those many days and maintained my inner peace and sent those vibes that literally people messaged me ' How positive you're, and you're fun to be with ' ,When actually I was in worst phases of my life. But that's how I am proud of myself and I won them all. And I am proud of my every drop of blood.
So If anyone asks about me' What does she do ?'
Tell them - 'Whatever It Takes '.
And the Eyes who don't See Good In me, Is always directed with a door shut right at their Nose, And I make sure the Nose Really gets bumped really hard, when I bid Goodbye.
And then I Block the Road with my love and prayers .Yes, Strange Na? I don't give up on love and prayers for the people.
That's Something I keep it forever safe for them.
So tell me, If you have guts to face life in true sense and show me .Let me know, If you have those nerves, I will Surely align the universe your way!
P.S. I Started off really crazy, but ended up being a marshmallow !

Much love !
Godbls !

What are you here for ?

It's been a beautiful world with a fine taste of lemon in it.
And even if all of us play it cool, we can never deny the reality amidst of our dreamy world. Inspite of being a firm supporter of real world, each one of us have a dreamy side, that we all want to suppress with a stubborn nature.
Though I don't very well support being stubborn inspite of having that said that, I have that side too.But I do hide behind the bars when I am asked to be in the witness box.I sometimes hide the most valuable emotion 'under a don't care box'.And this is just not me, we all do this in some way or the other. While some are so on the roof top for every emotion they feel,and even they masquerade as well.They create something that's totally not there and even earn good points from others too.
Although I don't understand how does this helps in the long run,but few souls do.I am not saying I am very smart to detect the true intentions of everyone but I sure can read the energy.
Here, I also want to say that I have been wrong a little a few times but what message I was getting was totally right at that point of time.
I don't really know what is the right way to live but there's actually no right way.People respond to there own energies , when you think they are actually responding to yours.There's no point to get upset when people take you wrong or treat you against your own nature.Let them go with peace and prayers.
I just want to share a simple and beautiful thing with all.Try if you can.
Conjure the vibrational form, what you want to see in the manifestation. Be as happy and as hopeful as you can.And even this seems not working trust me, don't give up, It will work 100℅.
Find the light, Find the love.
Be the light, Be the love.
If it seems difficult, then be the light a little more,
Be the love a little more,
If a little more Is less, then be a little more,
If it's still less, be a little much more,
If a little much more is even less, then be some more,
Until it is so Much More,
I am neither here to Give up ,nor to let anyone else give up!

I am doing what I love the most, And I am doing all of them with my shares of fears and problems but I am doing all of them.It makes me so happy when people ring me and text me to encourage me by saying that I inspire all of them to do what there hearts wants.And trust me That's the beautiful feeling ever and I am grateful to infinite for this abundance.
Hence, What are you here for ?
Trust me, You don't have to be a Cartographer, in order to win in your field and I mean it in the humblest way , because even I don't know the Map to my destination, Nobody knows ! 😂

Love ya!
Godbls !