Before I am anyone else's !!
This is what I always thought of myself as , but guess what I am everyone else's before I am mine.
Muddled up ? Probably.
I was in that phase too , long enough or maybe still too.
Here I don't want to convey and portray myself as universal unconditional soul because I am hell not ! I mean it in many other senses and I won't me able to list it all in this post. Though I would like to acknowledge. Apparently not to the one's reading this , but to my ownself. Or maybe still along side I wanted to help others know , Oh that Generous soul of mine! 💁🏻♀️
So what I mean is you gotta unlearn to crawl , if you intend to fly right ?
Still Muddled ? Probably even more !
Let me bring it this way. I believe that I always pay attention to my life patterns so that I don't repeat things that are too shallow and keep exploring the unknown , so what do you think it would have brought me to ? Too many explorations? Too many stories? Too much experience ? Too much happiness ? Peace ? Life ? Umm.. definitely yes !
So Guess what more it brought me .. Loneliness or say solitude ( to make it sound healthy because it definitely did ), Too many compromises, missed friendships, bonds or even the most tragic things of like traumatic experience of leaving the best things to move on for the best things. Was I sad moving on to other best things, definitely yes .
You feel I am bonkers here ? Haha.. I was too excited to move to abundance too, No doubt !
Anyway , let's not go too much haywire else probably you will miss my point. So what you think I am Learning in my process?
I would say enough of learning, I would like to go deeper into UnLearning. Not easy , I am sure it's not !
The power that I feel isn't from the things that I learned all my life , it's the stature that I made out of unLearning things that unleashed my true potential.
I came to this peace realising that I've outgrown my own storyline. And I am so ready for this new adventure !
Untouched. Full of unknown Surprises . Fresh .
This Stirs my soul so vividly and fiercely and everything else I hear or see seems like a noise. That irritates me that very moment , Yes, but other moment I so patiently pass it in the trash with so much modesty.
If I summarise , I can only say that Enlightenment isn't a learning , but an UnLearning !
Love ya !
Godbls !
