I just want dead calm silence around me,A pin-drop silence basically.
I dont really know what its like to be a understanding and an intellectual person but I know whatever the understanding I have it points me to be wrong.Actually i dnt know exactly.I want to know is it bad to say what you feel?Is it bad to act on impulse?If in case it is ,so then for sure I'm wrong.But whenver I deeply ponder I dnt understand why I feel that I am right atleast I dnt have to keep it to my heart and lock my feelings inside the box.
But usually it happens when I express ;I regert it later as if why did I said that.Although its also true that I shook away the feeling quickly and I am exaggerately happy again from the innumerable sources of divine.But This is the problm with me and I know it that when I am happy ,I am exaggerately happy and when I am sad ,I Just shatter in myself.Though I'm strong enough to collect myself and be the whole again or say a cheerful girl again and I forget all but this feeling again & again is irritating for myself.
But i also want to know that Is it normal to get hurt or bruised very soon?That is clear to me that when you love someone you atleast expect that the person should listen to you.What is wrong in that?I dnt understand do listening affect people? what is the problm to give a listening ear to them.Does that so costly?everybody can realise that when somebody doesnot listen ,it means that you are not valued,not respected.
I can be silent and i do stay silent but whatever i have to express, I express. if not in the moment then after some moments but I cant keep so long.I want but I cant.
Infact I can,But when i try to create big walls around me it makes me feel negative and I am very rigid to tolerate a negative moment.I prefer to stay light and its only possible when I say my heart.
I love every creature,yeah soo much but still I love more to myself!
Luv ya!
Godbls!
I dont really know what its like to be a understanding and an intellectual person but I know whatever the understanding I have it points me to be wrong.Actually i dnt know exactly.I want to know is it bad to say what you feel?Is it bad to act on impulse?If in case it is ,so then for sure I'm wrong.But whenver I deeply ponder I dnt understand why I feel that I am right atleast I dnt have to keep it to my heart and lock my feelings inside the box.
But usually it happens when I express ;I regert it later as if why did I said that.Although its also true that I shook away the feeling quickly and I am exaggerately happy again from the innumerable sources of divine.But This is the problm with me and I know it that when I am happy ,I am exaggerately happy and when I am sad ,I Just shatter in myself.Though I'm strong enough to collect myself and be the whole again or say a cheerful girl again and I forget all but this feeling again & again is irritating for myself.
But i also want to know that Is it normal to get hurt or bruised very soon?That is clear to me that when you love someone you atleast expect that the person should listen to you.What is wrong in that?I dnt understand do listening affect people? what is the problm to give a listening ear to them.Does that so costly?everybody can realise that when somebody doesnot listen ,it means that you are not valued,not respected.
I can be silent and i do stay silent but whatever i have to express, I express. if not in the moment then after some moments but I cant keep so long.I want but I cant.
Infact I can,But when i try to create big walls around me it makes me feel negative and I am very rigid to tolerate a negative moment.I prefer to stay light and its only possible when I say my heart.
I love every creature,yeah soo much but still I love more to myself!
Luv ya!
Godbls!
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