An Open Letter To Maa!

To Maa,
I Hope You will be Busy Praying inside the Prayer Room As usual .Though,I keep Saying this To You That You Just Pray and Do Nothing Else,But I must admit You are the One who have made me believe that Its Just The Faith To make Things Happen.You are the Most Beautiful Maa Anyone Could Ever Have.I keep Missing You Every Now and Then But You know as the Season Is Roaring loud with Mother's Day Thingy So I am getting Little Emotional These Days.And yes,Needless to say that I Miss you most when I am Sad or I am Hurt or maybe when I am unable to make things right on my own.I know you quiet a lot Trust on my abilities as you always did And Somewhere I Have always made you Proud.You are the one,who always Pushed and appreciated me to keep doing what I Really want to do .You are always a Great lover of my dance and all my creative interests. I want to say that It was a wonderful feeling back on Holi day This Year,When you kept saying again and again that show me your Dance On 'Badrinath ki dulhania',I thought I will ask you when you come.It really meant a lot when you were the most beautiful audience that Day.I also often Remember whenever I paint, Sketch something ,As you used to say that ,'Bas jyda nhi aese chod do,Last me kharab mat kr dena'.I Really Miss when we Go shopping Together And you keep asking me for my choices,Trust me these are the little things That I Love And Miss Terribly. I Always wanted to say that there are many certain things that came inside me without even realising that they are the Proof of Your identity in me. I Miss How you Ask me to Arrange your Bangles,Make Set,And Make you Ready for Any occassin . I Also Miss the way you say that Today you will Sleep with me and Hug me Tight when I Go home after Really Long Time And you keep saying that ' Bas abhi aayi ho,aur abhi Chali Jaogi' .It Really make me Teary-eyed but I Resist To Show you That I feel Pained too,That's the Reason I become quiet and little Frustated on the day I am Coming Back From Home. And You know what,What I most Terribly Miss Is your Good Night Kiss at the end of the Day,When you come In the Room Just to Give GoodNight Kiss.I think That Is The Most Beautiful Memory since the Childhood and No other Memory Can be Beautiful and Painful at the Same Time.
Missing You,
Immense Love,
Love you Maa,
Sargam.